Decisions

To look into my eyes
I’m sure you would see
How my past decisions
Still haunt me

I choose someone once
Someone I thought loved me
I found out the hard way that
It wasn’t meant to be

I thought I’d try again
This time with someone I knew better
Only to find out that I knew them too well
It didn’t feel right to me

Two decisions I have made
That my mind always replays
Assaulting my heart everyday
Two deep scars and scared as hell

Then I met an angel
I was scared but he didn’t push
He listened, He cared
He was always there with advice

Above all I got to be myself
He is sweet
He is kind
He gives a damn

I have yet to meet a better man
I’ll take a chance
I’ll be bold
I’ll try again and see how it goes