Drowning Again

Sinking deeper
Air won't come
Eyes wide open
Feel so cold

Body heavy
Feel so weak
Pushing hard
Fighting sleep

Phantom scars
Show so well
Won't go back there
Not again

Eyes cloud
Ears won't hear
Mouth won't work
Though the screams still there

Hands are shaking
Legs pulled close
Can't think straight
Feel so broken

And here I am
So stuck again
Here I go
Drowning again